and so tomorrow, whatever it brings, I’m committing it to you Lord.

Please, no.

“He blinds you, charms you, seduces your senses, dulls your mind; you have been won over. It is an epic masquerade, fools for players, players playing a fool. He knows nothing can decide on nothing and in the end, everyone is left with nothing. Not a vacuum, not an empty space, and certainly not the swollen misery of pain. When the acts are finished and the curtains swung down- the show is over- the audience scatter and there is, ironically simply, nothing.”

Taiwan Post Number 2

1. Do you know people in Taiwan don’t dump their toilet paper in the toilet bowl? They throw it in a bin next to the toilet bowl. I have no idea why, there’s nothing wrong with their sewerage system in my opinion!

2. the hairdressers here are cool. they have tv’s next to the mirror to ensure you won’t be bored. yay, shall 4eva rebond my hair here. AND YES i rebonded my hair in taiwan cause i decided that i didn’t have anything to shop for. and by the way, it’s cheaper! I feel happy that i got a pretty good deal. and to think i was afraid I’ll end up looking lianxzxz-ish. greatest fear was alleviated! The Taiwanese really take good care of their hair, honestly. And oh, my stylist is called Angel. Was very satisfied by the Taiwanese Hairstyle experience.

3. There is no one online. What is everyone doing? Watching New Moon? Looks like I can no longer rely on skype as a possible online activity for the night, since everyone is busy with theirs. ITS OKAY SHERYL. WE’RE FRIENDS.

4. I realised the night is my alone time, I cannot room with people for extended periods. Oh, it fits my spinster theory perfectly well (shall elaborate on it one day). WHERE ARE YOU CHUCK? (hopefully AZN/CHINESE, see Sheryl I’m compromising on heightened expectations from stupid Gossip Girl!)

5. Okay bye. I miss you, all.

IWANNAGOHOME!

1. People in Taiwan have really high pitched nasal voices! (especially the girls) It’s hard to comprehend what they are trying to say when it’s coupled with Mandrin

2. My phone bill is going to die, but oh my goodness it’s really the last thing on my mind!

3. I am thankful everyday for internet access. Really.

4. I am extremely. Bloated from goodness knows what food that I did not even eat today. I hardly ate anything!

5. I am surviving on massive sleep deficit.

6. I nearly got hit by a scooter and a tour bus (!!!)

House of (freaking) Cards

Quick Update:
In Taiwan now, email text me if you need anything!

I am going to expand like a dog.
Ate:
mee suah
smelly tofu
yam desert ice cream shizz
yam something else.
sausage thing with rice wrap (!!!!!!!)
milk tea which was EPIC HUGE.

+Club Med fatz
= GG

Nine, period.

I can never thank you enough.

I want to believe that I am a good person.

on the patio reading about what an awesome guy Stalin was. Gotta join them komosol

House of Cards

I don’t wanna be your friend
I just wanna be your lover
No matter how it ends
No matter how it starts

Forget about your house of cards
And I’ll do mine
Forget about your house of cards
And I’ll do mine

And fall off the table, get swept under

Denial, denial

So, here we are.

So, this is it. The recurring trend has got to be self-destruction. I don’t know why I have recently built up this tendency, but this is not the time for it. So thank you all who have been trying to keep me together, from self-destructing. This is for you.