I think I know now.

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not counting the drafts done and the sleepless nights and tears, all I can say is Your love is amazing.
and thank you for staying up with me when I needed someone there. I’m coming out of my abyss now.

Hyny!

I suspect our class has HYNY, or maybe not.

Blurry

There is something wrong, but I don’t know what it is.
The abyss has been comfortable and very much a place of refuge.
I like things the way they are now.

It is true that we’re more comfortable in darkness. (I hate the sun rays sometimes)
It is true that we can know so much but know nothing for it’s worth at the very end.

No one ever really dies:
suffer or eternal joy?

Yesterday Threw Everything at Me

Switch on the light,
Between each other;
Elevate it to your side,
Now I’m nervous;
It’s time to tell you honestly.
So we can alter history.

You are, first on my list,
When everything around is gone i know.
You are, first on my list,
When everything is shown up for what it is.

Questioning

It’s the only way I can learn. But these days it seems like a crime. Is it?

Yet,

While the tired waves, vainly breaking
Seem here no painful inch to gain,
Comes silent, flooding in, the main.

And not by eastern windows only,
When daylight comes, comes in the light,
In front, the sun climbs slow, how slowly,
But westward, look, the land is bright.

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time

We’ll move on, okay.

It is insanely therapeutic to have modern love blasting in the background with friends who seem to be on opium and weed. He’s a very safe driver, and the only one out of the four who isn’t on drugzz, thank you manies Plus, we should do Chillis soon, or somewhere cheaper!!! it’s way to expensive, zomg. AND WITH THE MISSING PEOPLE. Sea breeze was much needed, even though it was extremely glaring, thank you. (For the strawberries)

On a not so happy note, I hate to know I’m right.

State of Limbo

1. Timeout
2. Maltesers x 2
3. Worm gummies
4. Bear gummies
5. Book

I think the apprehension is a result of the fear of knowing that you’re not as brilliant as you’d hope to be.
And we give thanks nonetheless.

PS: using the word brilliant with great caution.

It’s gonna be a long haul.

C’mon boys and girls, it’s gonna be a long haul.
Study Advisory: Stock up on the comfort food.