Self-Destruct, No?

And we all shouldn’t self-destruct

Semester 1 has been one heck of a semester. We’ve been through the highs and the lows, the joy(ce) and the tears, but we’ve all come out of it alive – if not stronger. We’ve been waiting the whole term for the 29th of May to arrive and now that it’s finally here… I think we don’t really know what to do with ourselves. It’s tempting to simply self-destruct and float around in nothingness, oh the joy! But I’m reminded of the dismal standard of work that I have submitted, despite it being my best. Yet I rejoice that it is over! And it’s time to let go. But then again, we’re quietly reminded of the impending common tests on the last week of June.

Now what?
We study, and we soldier on.
(and I still have a TOK essay to do)
In God, we trust.

We’re growing up so fast.

Picture from 2005. One of the best holidays ever. I realised that as you grow older, you don’t really get the luxury of traveling in June. Those were the days when I had short hair, more carefree and a lot skinnier. (damn)

I’ve never had that sense of cathartic relief, ever!

I’ve no idea how my EE is going to turn out. I’m expecting the worse perhaps. And till that day comes, I shall not be too disappointed with it, and will attempt to cope with it. But all I know is that I should give thanks to the Lord, because it could have been a lot worse. (Like nearly forgetting to submit my appendix)

Travel and Living

And I’ve been stuck at the same point the whole afternoon. Tell me I’m not going to failxz in EE? (Travel and Living is awesomee) ANYONE UP FOR A HOLIDAY?

Jeremiah 1:10

“See, I have appointed you this day over the nations and over the kingdoms,
To pluck up and to break down,
To destroy and to overthrow,
To build and to plant.”

You know you have a serious working hazard when you’re reminded by your EE when you read this verse.

Sleep

I fell asleep, I hate myself.

Grace

Your grace that has been bestowed, is becoming so apparent to me. Thank You Lord.

DON’T DREAM.

Your grace is perfect for me, and Your strength perfect in my weakness.

There is Hope yet.
There is hope yet.
I cannot give up yet!
I have something to prove.

Thank You Lord.

Panic Attacks

And it’s amazing how prayers, and a mother’s touch can mean the world to you.

Steadier Footing

Steadier footing, don’t fail me now.
And we cry out, in humble prayer.