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Questioning

As much as I like things the way they are now, I can’t help but wonder when it’ll take a turn of the worse.

Sick

Should I have been well this Chinese New Year… I think I would have liked to complete more work I guess. No room for regrets now considering how little I’ve done. Hate falling sick x 100000

Skype/iChat

(I see the Adwyn post has many hits on my stat counter, heh)

Anyhow, last night was a once in a long while kinda high which I haven’t experienced in a long while. I have no idea why I was so high, but thanks to skype/ichat it was worth it! (Even though I’m thoroughly sick now) I suspect my friends who spoke to me last night thought I was mad, but it’s okay! I have no idea why but it was intensely amusing. (Maybe it’s the meds)

Adwyn’s Yanting Moment

[ adwyn ] imamachineimamachine says: (11:04:15 PM)
underworld damn interesting nicer than TWILIGHT
Sick Sick Mooing Giraffe says: (11:04:23 PM)
): twilight got hot boy.
[ adwyn ] imamachineimamachine says: (11:04:33 PM)
HAHA underworld got hot girl kate beckinsale! and its more exciting
Sick Sick Mooing Giraffe says: (11:04:48 PM)
wait, i can’t remember how she looks like
[ adwyn ] imamachineimamachine says: (11:05:30 PM)
THINK VERY HOT.

(Adwyn insists he’s joking though.)

(The Calm After) The Storm

How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form
Water’s getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I’d see you
This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
I know everything will be alright
I know everything is alright

I know you didn’t bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Cause I’m so used to living underneath the surface

If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If i’d see you
This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And everything will be alright

And I will walk on water
You will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
I know everything will be alright
I know everything is alright

Everything is alright
Everything is alright

Friend of the Night

(My thoughts, just before I fall into slumber, are my Friends of the Night. Sometimes they sink into the recesses of my mind, and I awake the next morning not recalling them. Other times, they haunt me in nightmares or dreams. Such is the power of dreaming when for a split second you believe it is true but you wake up to the reality of the situation and you become ever more certain that it isn’t possible.)

Reminder:

You need to be above all these things, because there’s always something greater. And no matter how much you try to keep it in your control, there’s only so much left to give. You’ve done what you could, and now it’s left to trust to bring you through. (2009)

Ice-Cream Days

The much awaited break is here! Despite the backaches and cramps that I’m experiencing, it’s been a pleasant day. (OGL Filming/Ice-Cream@Gelare/Weird Conversation Topics/Mogwai/Sandman) Even though the next 5 days are going to be punctuated/filled with tasks to complete the pile of assignments, it serves as the much needed break that I need to breathe and smile.

(My heart can’t, and will not win, please.)

Yes, We can.

Taking up the position of President takes courage. Especially so, in this current climate. He’s faced with difficulties seemingly insurmountable to the average commoner; War, Declining Economy, New Energy, but yet he says: Yes, We can. It takes greater faith; much greater than courage to be able to utter these words, to move a nation and to move hearts. Even if we have never believed, for that single moment we alter these perceptions and truly believe.

Likewise, in the seemingly insurmountable tasks ahead of us that make this road seem never-ending, we’re daunted by the enormity of the situation. But maybe, we just need someone to say: Yes, We can. Yes, You can. And maybe, I’ll start believing in possibilities.