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And everytime it’s this whirlwind of emotions which I don’t know what to do about.

MIND OVER HEART.

All I can think about right now is that I spent boxing day hiding in my room doing readings while everyone else is outside enjoying post-Christmas sales and that I lost 10 hours of CAS JOYCE YOUR HEART TELLS YOU TO ABANDON AND RUN! BUT I DOUBT IT’S HAPPENING AT THE MOMENT BECAUSE MIND OVER HEART, MIND OVER HEART.

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I know the heart of life is good

You know, it’s nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
But, then your circle of friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won’t all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

Christmas

I’m really glad I got to dance for Christmas this year

This is a season of Hope, a season of Expectation
This is a season of Joy, a season of Celebration
This is a season of Faith, a season of Love and Light
This is a season of Hope as we look to the birth of Christ.

Yesterday I was cleaning the toilet in church with a certain friend and we realised that we were cleaning that same toilet, on the same day last year and singing the same song! It was a surreal experience to realise where both of us had moved on since last year and what we would be expecting for the coming year ahead. I’m just glad that even through the course of the whole year, I’m just simply gladdened by the fact that I found myself in that same toilet, with that same friend a year later and not anywhere else It just simply reflects the notion that some things haven’t changed and that I’m still there cleaning the toilets. We realised too that we haven’t spoken much through the course of the year and with our study buddies and we decided to hop downstairs to have a chat (WHICH WASN’T VERY MUCH APPRECIATED BY OUR FRIENDS) I realised too that it was the same case with many friends and I just wanted to say that I do miss you guys even though I’m missing in action and that at some point I do think of you guys very much

Christmas is my favourite season of the whole year. It’s time to share God’s love, our love and to make amends or start a new tradition. Christmas is my time to start anew and it’s always a nice excuse to be nice to someone at Christmas.

PS: I don’t understand why Christmas carols are only sung on Christmas week, or on Christmas day. They’re so awesome they’ve got to be sung at least for one month really!

Never Again!
Don’t ever play with late nights ever, ever, again.
Don’t ever play with eating cycles ever, ever, again.
Don’t ever try to change math tuition timings ever, ever, again.
Don’t ever bother expecting for something that’s an impossibility.

O LORD, You have searched me and known me,
You know my sitting down and my rising up;
You understand my thought afar off.
You comprehend my path and my lying down,
And are acquainted with all my ways.
For there is not a word on my tongue,
But behold, O LORD, You know it altogether. Psalm 139:1-4

A timely reminder that He knows, He cares and He understands.

Gibberish

I know I’m like that, but I don’t know why. It’s hard to explain. I think my mind will be lots lighter if I removed it out of the equation. I was well on my way to doing that, and I thought I had accomplished it but guess what! I’m wrong. I hate plans, stupid plans. I hate the nature of plans being that it’s meant to be above expectations and then you fall below it only to make another plan, a resolution that would hopefully solve the unending problem till something else resolves to steal your attention away.

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Holiday List

THE HOLIDAYS

1. Chinese B Exam
2. Dance SYF Practice
3. Christmas Dancing
4. Random eating dates
5. Random movie dates
6. Prep for HMUN
7. Volunteering at the Student Care Center (!!!)
8. Returning to Crescent Dance
9. Cambodia Trip (!!!)
10. Family Gathering
11. Conference (!!!)
12. HMUN/US Trip (!!!)
13. Christmas Dancing
14. EE/TOK/IA
15. Christmas Family Gathering
16. Christmas (:
17. OGL Camp
18. Breathe

I’m excited for Christmas, I can’t believe it’s here. It’s amazing how when I look back at the past year and the year before, so many things have changed with regards to how I react to things and how I deal with difficult spots, but I’m still glad that even with time I’m still able to give thanks and I believe that I don’t want that to ever, ever stop.

Humi(l/d)ity

It’s back to the humidity, and goodbye to snow/cold.

Event-full!
1. HMUN
2. Harvard
3. Train stopped
4. Fire alarm rang in the hotel
5. Bubbagump/Lobster/Kebabs/Hotdogs
6. Grease! (on Broadway)
7. Running through the snow in Time Square (:
8. Met Fall Out Boy at 12.30AM
9. Alarm rang at Newark Airport
10. Home (:

Speaking of which, my greatest investments in life has got to be my black Manhattan Portage bag and my black Chucks. Honestly, they’ve been there with me through it all! From Batam when I was building houses, to Hongkong, to Cambodia when kids tugged at my bag and paint got on my shoes, and to the US when my good ole’ Chucks saved me from the cold and I didn’t slip! I nearly had a replacement for my Chucks in the US but when i returned to the shop, I guess it wasn’t meant to be.